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It
was very hot on that
day and I was covered
with dust and
exhausted, exhausted
but happy, for I had
collected many Shekels
for the taxes. The
Jews that I had
employed to do the
collecting were not
getting the task done
sufficiently so I was
making the rounds in
the city myself.
Besides, I enjoyed
collecting from time
to time; it gave me
some personal
satisfaction. I
decided to take a
little rest, so I sat
down under a shade
tree near the main
road into town.
I carefully laid down
my heavy leather bag
full of gold and
silver coins and
pulled off my
sandals. My feet
were tired and
dirty. I sat
facing away from the
road as I often did so
that people passing by
might not recognize
me. I knew
everyone hated me, but
I didn’t care, I had
it made. As I
sat there rubbing one
of my feet, I was
pondering the life
that I lived. I
had no wife or
children, no family of
any kind that were
still alive but I had
lots of wealth. I didn’t
have any friends
either; nobody wanted
to be friends with a
“swindler” like
me. They all
hated me and they were
jealous. They
hated me because I
collected money for
the Romans. And
since I was the chief
Publican, I was rich,
probably the richest
man in the city. They
would kill to be me,
the poor
souls.
The
people of the city
would also make fun of
me because of how
short I was or because
I walked funny. They
liked to laugh and
scoff at me. I didn’t
go out of my house at
night for fear of what
would happen to me.
One time the raucous
young boys of one of
the villagers knocked
me down in the street
and pelted me with
stones. But they
would never do that
again. I raised
the rate of taxation
on their father times
two. I smiled as
I thought about how he
pleaded with me not to
raise it. He
cried at my feet
claiming he would not
be able to feed his
family. The more
the people ridiculed
me, the more I would
raise their
taxes. They had
no way of knowing
whether it was the
Romans raising the
taxes or me. If
they didn’t have the
money, I would take
possession of whatever
things of value they
did have. The
government didn’t
care what I did, as
long as they got their
correct percentage of
money. There
were many people who
worked for me, doing
the dirty work so to
speak, Jews collecting
from Jews for the
benefit of the Roman
government. I received
collections from the
residents of the city
as well as from the
trade route that ran
to and from Jerusalem.
I realized I was not a
happy man, but I had
gold and silver and
bronze. I had many
possessions; I had a
large dwelling and
plenty to eat. What
else was there?
I
could have laid down
under that tree and
taken a nap but it was
time to move on; there
were many more stops
to make before
sundown. I was
determined to collect
my quota that day and
a lot more. As I stood
up and brushed myself
off I heard someone
coming up the road. It
was two men; they were
walking toward me into
the city. They
were talking and
seemed to be excited
about something.
I turned away from
them and acted as if I
was preoccupied with
my belongings. As they
approached I heard one
of the men exclaim
that he would hurry
home to get his family
so they could see “this
man”. As I turned
back around one of
them looked at me and
said “the man they
call Jesus is coming,
he heals the sick, he
healed a blind man by
the side of the road!”
Now of course I
thought the man had
just been in the sun
too long or had tasted
too much wine, but he
had a look about him
like a child who had
just made a new
friend. What was he
talking about? I
wondered. They hurried
on up the road and I
looked in the
direction from where
they came and saw a
large, slow moving
crowd in the distance.
Then I wondered if
this could be the man
I had been hearing
stories about, Jesus
of Nazareth. He was
supposed to be a man
of God, a prophet or
some kind of teacher.
There were claims that
he went around
preaching and working
miracles. The crowd
was slowly moving up
the road toward me. I
watched as it drew
closer and closer,
then I remembered that
I should hide myself,
some of these people
would surely know who
I was. I even thought
for a moment that I
would just ignore all
this sudden excitement
and go on my way. But
curiosity got the
better of me and I
stood there and
watched as the crowd
of people got closer.
They seemed to be
encircled around a
single figure as they
walked and there was
much excitement and
loud talking. There
were children darting
in and out and there
were men and women
alike walking along.
The attention was
definitely fixed on a
single person in the
center of the group as
they moved up the road
toward me. This had to
be that man named
Jesus.
I
suddenly realized that
if I was going to get
a glimpse of this
person, I would need
to get up high and out
of the way. I was much
too short to see over
this mob of people. I
quickly slung the bag
of coins over my
shoulder and looked
around for a sizable
tree to climb up in. I
ran a little further
up the road ahead of
them to a large
Sycamore tree by the
side of the road. I
climbed up several
branches, being
careful not to spill
my days’ work. I
quickly straddled a
good sized branch and
looked back toward the
oncoming crowd. I then
got my first glimpse
of the person in the
center of all the
commotion. It was
indeed a man; he was
dressed in a robe
similar to the others.
He was walking with a
staff as if he had
been traveling a long
way. The people that
were walking along
could hardly look away
from him. I watched
and as they were
almost upon me,
several of the people
started pointing up at
me and laughing. I
felt foolish, I knew
they recognized me and
I was about to be
ridiculed. The crowd
was now even with the
tree that I was in. I
looked down at the man
and he looked up at me
and stopped. The whole
crowd immediately came
to a stop. He looked
me right in the eye,
it was as if he could
see right though me.
His eyes were warm,
yet intense. I felt a
strange sensation
throughout my body,
the hair on the back
of my neck tingled. A
small limb on the tree
started shaking; the
one my hand was on for
balance. I could not
look away, and had no
desire to. The crowd
continued its rumbling
and I heard my name
several times, but the
noise seemed to become
distant. I was locked
in on this man’s
eyes. The noise of the
crowd gradually became
a murmur, then
silence. After what
seemed like forever,
the man spoke, “Zacchaeus,
come down from there
immediately. I must
stay at your house
today.” (Luke
19:5).
He
addressed me by my
name! What could that
mean? “Stay at my
house” I thought.
Suddenly for some
unknown reason, I felt
overjoyed. My body
started moving before
I was ready; I
scurried down out of
the tree before I
could fall. Some
people in the crowd
stepped back out of
the way. I dropped the
bag of money next to
my feet. I looked up,
shaded my eyes from
the sun, and looked
upon the face of
Jesus. I cleared my
suddenly dry throat
and stammered a bit.
“Stay at my house?”
I heard myself say.
“Yes… yes, stay at
my house; you are
welcome in my house!”
I said with sudden
excitement. I heard
the people standing
around start to
grumble and talk among
themselves. I looked
at no one except this
man. He smiled as if
amused by me. “Now?”
I asked almost giddy.
He nodded, so I bent
over and slung the bag
of coins over my
shoulder and begin to
walk back toward the
city. What was I
doing? Why was I so
excited about this
visitor? Why was this
man interested in ME
of all people? I was
not a Godly man; I was
not even a good
person. I walked on
looking back ever so
often. Most of the
crowd had dropped back
behind Jesus; some of
them had even stopped
and were not following
anymore. I wondered
again, why does Jesus
want to come to my
house? Does he know
that I am probably the
most hated person in
the city? Why would he
want to associate
himself with me? Then
I heard one of the men
behind say in a loud
voice “He has gone
to be the guest of a
'sinner.'” (Luke
19:7). I felt my face
get hot, I felt sick
to my stomach, but I
kept walking. I did
not want to turn and
look at Jesus after
that.
I
headed down one of the
side roads, the road
that led to my house;
I could still hear the
people behind me. As
we got to my house, I
stopped and turned
around. There were
still a lot of people behind Jesus, but they
had become quiet. I
led Jesus through the
door and called to my
servant to bring food
and drink. I set my
heavy collection bag
on the floor. I
suddenly felt ashamed
of it. I felt ashamed
of all the luxurious
possessions that I had
around in my house. I
felt ashamed of
everything I stood
for. I didn’t
understand what was
happening to me or
why, but I knew I
wanted to be in the
presence of this
person. I still didn’t
understand why he was
here in my house or
why he chose me to
visit with. I looked
back outside and the
people were all
gathered together in
front, others were
walking up from all
directions. Jesus and
I broke bread together
and drank of the cool
water my servant
brought us. I didn’t
realize how thirsty I
had become. I sat and
listened as Jesus
spoke. He spoke with
wisdom like no other
man I had ever
known.
When
we had finished our
meal and were rested,
Jesus prepared to
leave. It was almost
as if he came to my
house for the benefit
of the people outside,
to make a point or
something. I followed
him to the door and
watched as he walked
toward the crowd. I
turned and picked up
the collections bag I
had been carrying all
day and hurried out
the door behind him.
One of the men was
handing Jesus back his
staff when I stopped
in the middle of the
road and dropped the
bag on the ground
spilling some of the
money. I then said
"Look, Lord! Here
and now I give half of
my possessions to the
poor, and if I have
cheated anybody out of
anything, I will pay
back four times the
amount." (Luke
19:8). Jesus turned
and looked at me
knowingly. After a
moment He said in a
voice loud enough for
everyone to hear,
"Today salvation
has come to this
house, because this
man, too, is a son of
Abraham. For the Son
of Man came to seek
and to save what was
lost." (Luke
19:9-10).
After
this He went on to
speak to the crowd. He
preached to them and
told them a parable. I
stood and listened
intently. When He was
finished, He looked
back at me and smiled.
He then began to
slowly make his way
back up the road. The
crowd, which had grown
considerably, followed
on. I walked along
behind them for a time
until Jesus got back
to the main road. He
was now heading in the
direction of
Jerusalem. I stopped
and watched as He and
the crowd slowly moved
up the road. I had
completely forgotten
what I had been doing
that day up to that
point. I had a feeling
of excitement though,
a renewal of spirit. I
picked up my heavy
leather bag of money
and headed toward the
house of the raucous
boys, my bag was about
to get a lot lighter.
Steven Walls
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